Weeks of indecision.
So much time spent wondering what to do, weighing up the pros and cons.
I’ve heard the arguments for and against. My husband’s expressed his views (they are not the same as mine) and my children won’t hold back in stating their opinion. But (as I keep pointing out) it is my choice, not theirs.
Do I do the same as I’ve always done, or do I go for something different?
If I go one way, everything might look better: more positive, more exciting all round. On the other hand, it could be a complete mess. I might not wish to show my face in public again!
Can anyone really make an informed decision until after the event? Can anyone really know what they will think until the results are seen?
It is all a matter of trust. Do I trust them? Will the right thing be done, even if it is not what I envisage now?
How do I truly decide?
But today’s the day. The decision is made. There’s no going back.
Honestly! Who’d have thought going to the hairdresser’s could be such a palaver?